So J's latest attempt at dating seems to have failed if we take the bake sale incident as evidence. --And I do. But even if we can safely say that E doesn't have to worry about J being swept away by...Mr. Boring as I've taken to thinking of him as (after all, that's pretty much what J almost called him to his face at the end of their date!) things still aren't going E's way...


"She says she won't tell me I can't try. Not so much because she wants me so much as she doesn't believe people should be told they can't. She says she wants to believe I can fix this but can't --it doesn't look like-- I can't seem to do anything right. I fucked up again. I said I was going to try, then I said I wasn't, and I changed my mind again. Now she has even less reason to believe me! What else? Oh! Unless I can show her that I mean to actually fix this --that I really mean to try to fix this and that things will be different this time-- she isn't going to talk to me. Not that we were talking on the best of terms before but. --I can write to her. Physical, old-school paper 'n pen notes 'n shit but I can't text her, I can't email her or Facebook her and I know its my own damn fault! But still, its fuckin' frustrating as hell. So I show her I mean it; that I really am going to try, and that things'll be different this time, and she talks to me. And if I can't then she says she won't. So yeah, thanks for the phone, man."
says E, flopping down into the computer chair making it creak before passing the borrowed phone back to his friend.
"So what are you gonna do?"

Good question. What are you going to do E?


Well it looks like J didn't have the heart to tell him he couldn't try winning her back despite the fact that's she's trying to move on and find someone to fill his former post as her boyfriend. --Not that it seems to matter seeing as E, in his words "fucked up again".
Now I don't know what he's going to do, or if he's going to do anything at all, but you can bet I'll keep you posted and update you when and if he does anything at all!
Kisses,
Sterling.